::sigh:: life...

As life gets more complicated.. or i think we just make it that way... i have to say once i over came those horrible 3 days on my period.. there was a silver lining of semi pain free days... which im still currently experiencing... but unexplained reasons why i'm not hungry.. any guesses why?

Just a small vent..

I have to say it hasn't been too bad of a period... besides the horrible outburst of cramps last night on my 25th bday ... ugrrrgh but i made it through most of the day/night fine... :) i had to take 2 ponstels and 2 extra strength Tylenol every 6-8 hours to take the edge off the pain... lets see what tomorrow brings...

Day 3- No signs but killer mood swings??

Yesterday was day 2 and i had the ONLY cramps... i was walking sideways in the city! Laugh it up all you want but unless you experienced those "endo" cramps you cant compare them to anything you have EVER experienced!! Today being day 3 i have not so much cramping as i do mood swings.. and fatigue.. lets see what tomorrow brings but i'm wearing a pad because i'm anticipating a disaster...

DAY 1- no Nuva Ring

Ok so Now what?? haha j/k I have done this many times but this is my first official time taking out my nuva ring while being officially diagnosed with Endo.. although i suffered through the migraines this mth i have to say it wasnt half as bad as i thought it would be... i didnt start getting pains until today ... My first official period is comming since sept of last year.. im not so sure if i should be excited or scared?!?! Dr Vosough told me to expect hell and have percoset on hand.. which im def taking that advice to heart... i have my trusty friends on hand ( "Matilda"- who Gabby has so lovingly named my heater, percs, tramy and my AC.) I have NO idea what to expect but i am almost afraid bc im experiencing UTI symptoms... i guess which is no surprise here jk Maybe i should fill the cipro he gave me last week... they also gave me something that turns my urine blue that actually takes the edge off my everyday pain in the bladder!! surprise!!

Yeay!

Since September of '09 i have not had a period... I was put back on nuva ring... so yeay (sarcasm) it should be coming by the end of this month... but the migraines are a bit of a killer... uggh :-/

Why is it no one understands?

Sometimes i find myself wanting to screammmmmmmmmmmmmmm because i know no one understands what the daily life of someone who has endo is... its not easy and it is very painful. The constant migraines, tired/achiness... what can you do!!! ???